It seems like i’m whining a helluva lot lately.
I’m sorry about that.
So many things are going wrong in my life at the moment. It feels like everything is completely out of control for the most part and to make matters worse, I’m feeling utterly gutted that something that looked like it had the potential to put me on the path to turning mine and my childrens lives around, has just been whipped right from under me.
Once again i’m left shellshocked, disappointed and at a loss as to how much longer I have to dig this hole I’m in.
I think I know something of how Job felt.
Seriously, I have no idea where I’m going or what i’m going to do. I am despairing at missed and impossible to fulfil opportunities (it would make sense if you knew to what i referred) and especially frustrates me that I don’t even feel that i can discuss this openly here.
And oh, my friends…. i’m so very, very sorry for all this cryptic crap.